Mind dump


It's been almost a year since I last wrote and posted on Laced Thrills. In my previous post I think it's clear from my tone that I was feeling jaded. Not much has changed in terms of that, I'm still in the same place mentally- although I am trying my hardest to dig myself out of that hole and to become the productive and creative person I know myself to be.

The problem with being 24 and having absolutely-no-clue-what-the-hell-I-am-doing is that it can feel all consuming. The feelings of negativity and worry tend to drown me and prevent me from actually making any progress. I start to doubt any ideas I have, doubt myself. 

And so goes on the vicious circle of wanting to get my sh*t together but not actually doing anything to change my circumstances.

This post doesn't really have a point to it as such, it's a bit of a mind dump and a vague explanation in part as to why I haven't blogged in so long. However, I really do want to make writing a regular occurrence in my life again, so I'm putting it here in black and white in the hopes that it will spur me on to do so.

Same time next week?

Caitlin x





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